Has it really been so long? So much has happened. I lost track of this damn thing.
I got fired from my job not long after my last post here. I'm working two security jobs now. It's busy, so it's better for me. Otherwise I just hang around my apartment.
Then, a few weeks after that, I came to find out the girl I was engaged to was cheating on me. With my best friend. Second worst moment of my life, walking into our bedroom in the apartment we were sharing, only to find the slut in bed with that bastard. I left. Just what I needed in my life, right? More bad shit. I think this is right before I started smoking too.
Other than that, I've been avoiding everyone. Friends, family, the internet. I play Halo, work, eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom. It isn't much of a life, but it's easier to just keep distracted. I don't want to think about... Well, everything.
I've gotten over a lot of my anger, I guess. I don't hate Samantha anymore, although she isn't my favorite person in the world. And I can kind of even understand why she might have wanted Gabe along. That doesn't make any of this better, but at least I'm a little understanding now. I'm sure V still wants my head on a pike, but it doesn't matter.
Long story short, Mike and Raph both stopped by for a surprise visit, then proceeded to drag me out. They wanted me to live a little or something. It was... Fun? I guess? It was mostly just uncomfortable for me. I was honestly afraid they were going to smell the cigarettes on me and beat my ass. Guess I got lucky this time. Or, at least, I got lucky if Mike doesn't read this and find out anyway. Oh well.
I might start reading more into Slender Man if I decided to start getting on the computer again. According to Mike, there's another kid missing now, same issues as before. Only this case is "weird". More traditional, again I'm quoting Mike here, based off the blogs. Apparently they're normally stalked for months until they up and disappear. Whatever. I'm just security at the grocery store and Walmart.
Wow my life sucks.
